I’ll be using this page to explain my experiences that I’ve had with digital drugs used with the program called I-Doser. Basically in a nutshell, the program plays sound files (doses) with binaural beats that stimulate your brainwaves in a way to actually feel, see, and hear a lot of different things.
Trip : This was the first dose that I took and it took about 15 minutes to start really feeling something. I was thinking in my head “when will it work” over and over and that could easily throw it off. All the sudden I felt tingly all over my body. About 5 minutes later, bright lights were flashing even though my eyes were closed and the lights were turned off in the room. The bright lights came and gone as well as the tingles…I expected much more but I realized you have to get used to listening to the sounds, relaxing and letting your mind really free.
A-Bomb : About 5 minutes after I took this one I started to feel very tingly all over. I started seeing just little things inside my eye. .. coming and going. It had a steady beginning that was building up to something. Randomly out of nowhere a high pitched sound played just once and it sent chills up and down my body several times. I breathed in and more chills came. Very powerful chills and small visions inside my eye were about all I got from this one. My humidifier went off along with my brother running down my stairs. Kinda ruined it.
Peyote : This one hit me quick. 5 minutes in, and I began to hear soft voices talking fast. I took off the headphones immediately and the voices were gone. I put it back on and they were gone. They came back slowly though. Then they went away. I opened my eyes about 10 minutes in and attempted to get the feeling by focusing on a single object in the room. I looked at my record I have on my wall. I looked at the colored part in the middle that has the title and album name. It started to spin. I then saw an white outline around the record along with the rest of my records on the wall. I then looked at the various covers I have and found one with a bunch of faces and a skull on it. I focused on the skull and the mouth of it opened VERY wide. I just stared at it for 5 minutes. Then I looked at my palm and saw the bones vaguely through my skin. I couldn’t believe it. I then turned to the top part of my hand and sure enough, I see my bones again.
Divinorum : The description of this one is to give you a spiritual trip to the inside of your soul and let me tell you, it did something amazing. The first 5 minutes I couldn’t keep my eyes closed. They kept twitching for some reason. I had a black shirt over my eyes with the lights turned off. I opened my eyes and it was brighter than when they were closed. Objects came in and out of focus. They were fading in and out of black. They looked like machines running. Circular motions for the most part. They were mostly perspective objects, meaning that they had a lot of depth to them, and weren’t just 2-d. I saw, what looked like to be a light red transformer. But only from the neck up. I then saw its red eyes flare for a bit. The pictures kept fading in and out though. I remember a the transformer guy like zooming past me as it transitioned to the next picture. The whole time I was on this “dose” I remember narrating it. Very strange, I said out everything I saw in my mind. Then I started picturing a big bug sort of creature with a lot of arms and legs. It kept getting bigger and bigger. All of the sudden I rolled my eyes to the back of my head and it was like a dark grey blurry fog and very strong chills went through all of my body. I adjusted my eyes back to normal and the chills began to go away. I roll my eyes again and chills again. Then I hear a pitch change that goes lower than the sound in my ear. I didn’t know if it was part of the sound file or if someone was creeping down my stairs. My gut told me to take off the shirt that was over my eyes and check really fast but I didn’t want to ruin the moment. Then I started seeing shadows in my visions. The possible sound of someone walking down my stairs and these shadows made me very uneasy. I kept feeling as if I was being looked down upon by aliens. Like I was on the operation table with people walking around me. Then I lifted my hand in the air and slowly moved it around. Then I waved it above the shirt once and noticed a shadow in my vision as if a hand passed. I waved it twice and the shadow was synced up with my hand. It looked as if my hand was actually casting a shadow (which is impossible in a place with no lights on). I did this over and over for at least 5 minutes. Then I concentrated hard and left my hand over my shirt and I actually saw my hand in white and black.
