These are my dreams: Keep in my mind I don’t have control of my dreams and if you’re in them, I….apologize?
Old, Scattered dreams:
-It was very late at night. I was stranded in the water about 40 feet from the wooden plank/pier. I saw my brother and dad run away from me.
-Natica on my ceiling in my bedroom looking like a vampire.
-(When I was really little, in our old house/apt) I remember walking into the kitchen and scooping some ice cream. Then in my dream I was back in bed and saw my dad peek into the room to check up on me.
-their must have been a million people at the beach trying to go in the water and ride a wave.
-I went into a very small convience store that doesn’t really exist by Pennoyer School
-Kissing an asian girl on the top of the playground I used to have
-I was running really late for school and I was looking really hard for my shoes in the garage but couldn’t find it. I then looked up at the sky and saw my mom’s face there. Then I saw something with her in an airplane and getting shot. I started to cry. (this was when she was in Brazil)
-I went to sleep facing the side of my house I always walk by and in my dream: walking back from my driveway to the side of my house, two vampires were there. One guy and one girl.
-My first sex dream: I was in this room that was circular and we were going to have sex and right as we were about to, I realized I had to go pee REALLY bad so I went to the bathroom and then I woke up.
-I remember flying by autumn colored trees
-I remember jumping up by dannys grandmas house and getting stuck/staying up ontop of the power lines.(even though there aren’t power lines there)
-Went inside someones house on the same block as Keckley and Kevin. Very weird. Seemed like keckleys house but it was someone elses.
-Dream about rollercoasters all over the place. And I mean all over the place, it was jam packed. Then later,at a secluded part of the park, I remember jumping into the water off a red wooden plank. Then some other part, I was on the ground deciding if I should go on this ride. But it was scary because everything was silver and black with skulls.
-I was at Norridge park. It was empty besides me and someone else. I didn’t know this other person. There were like metal things set up and it was like a maze. They were trying to find me.
-I was at Norridge park at the small baseball field (in front of the building) and there was like a spaceship/elevator building there. So I went up there and I forget what happened.
2007
The Night of November 18th:
I had the strangest dream. I was in a large plain area with lots of open space and crops. I was also with a lot of people I knew in this isolated area. All of the sudden, I began to feel a force attempt to oull me. I resisted and ran away and turned around and saw a HUGE hole in the ground pulling people in. It was slowly getting bigger and bigger. People were screaming. I ran away and then all the sudden I was at home. I was freaking out. I didn’t want to die. By now the whole work knew what was going on it was the end. I could feel how I was going to die (be stretched like a blackhole.) I imagined my whole house being ripped apart IN MY DREAM. I imagined “what if this doesn’t kill us, and just moved the whole world somewhere else?” I checked my facebook. NO new notifications saying “bye” or anything. I then messaged Lauren on AIM saying “I love you.” and she replied saying “14 minutes left” I felt SO weird. then I woke up.
The Night of November 19th:
Riding motorcycles in third person by Maine South, Dee Road. It was really dark outside so I used my phone for light. I was riding with someone else:Marco or Zach. I was going really fast on ramps and then my bike got stick on this overpass and my key fell out. I went on the ground this toll booth sort of thing and a black woman was there and said “You need your key? Whats your name?” Brandan I said and she gave me my key. And my bike worked. Before all this something with me hanging out with Kate. She told me she was with two guys. One was a really weird name and the other was Jason. I made fun of her and I forget whatelse. I woke up.
The Night of November 20th:
I remember me playing DOD in first person. It was weird. We were getting dominated by the Axis. A huge tank and over 150+ soldiers were chasing after me. I was the last one alive on my team. I was going down stairs in a sort of underpass. They were rushing me but I had some time. I frantically planted about 10 C4 bombs on these stairs in the underpass. I pushed the buttons to activate them but it took a couple times just to plant each one. Finally I planted them all and I ran around the corner and waited. As soon as I heard them coming I switched the button and huge explosions occured. I won and took down 165 enemies myself. The map looked like Caen or Cherborough. It was really weird.
The Night of November 21st:
“I haven’t been to midevil Times in forever.” Thats all I remember from the dream. Later the next day in real life, I drove past Midevil times for the first time in years. Coincidence?
The Night of November 25th:
At Columbia (or outside of it) with the band. We start arguing ALOT. Me and Danny I mean. He was getting at me for shaking hands with random people. I GOT SO MAD. I was yelling at the top of my lungs. This random person walking by was like “chill.” Then all the sudden there was a resturant right there and everyone heard my yelling. So I stopped. The bus we were waiting for took forever. “Do you just wanna walk to Jackson” then the dream shifted to me outside Kevin Szmanski’s house. I knew it was kevins house in the dreambut it was really where Daniela lives. Anyhoo I saw the sort of fish line thing. I split it in half and took one piece. Now it was like a mop. I started riding this thing in the street and stuff. It was hovering and then you had to move like a dolphin to make it go. Then I rode the mop to work which was apparently at a water park/pool. I set the mop down and went to work. We had this device to let people down the slide. Its all scrambled from here. I remember climbing up the slide or trying and falling.
The Night of November 26th:
I was on Anzio sniping on bridge by Tiki. I didn’t remember much of this except how it looked. I do remember I 1lugered someone insanely. Then someone killed me and I yelled “I wish I was recording!” Even though I was ingame. Anyway my dream shifted to my outside my house in my backyard. I forgot what we were doing but then I came into the house and where my door to my basement is, there was a ed with 2 girls and a guy having sex. One of the girls was Tila Tequila. My dad was watching TV but had no idea what was going on. Then I just walked by Tila and took IT out and she started giving me head. Then after a little while she went to do stuff to the other guy. I thought we were doing a switch of girls. The other didn’t seem interested in me. Then she stoof and then slowly came on top of me. We then did it really hard and loud. The bed was making a lot of noises and I was worried my dad would hear.
The Night of November 27th:
It started off at the autoshow. There were so many people. It seemed like a huge concert in an arena. For some reason Adam (monkey) was there and we started running at this huge group of people. I thought we were going to just collide with them. They moved and we jumped into this huge cake. Then my dream transitioned to my basement at least I thought it was. Dashi was playing Wii then I wanted to but there no wireless controller. So Iplayed Xbox360. Then me and the band I guess were assigned to babysit at this house. I emember swimming in this nice ass pool. I think Nancy was there swimming too. It was really deep. Then her brother came in and then her dad which to turned out to be Mr. Colapietro! marty was there too. I tried getting out but I was too weak (weird). I then looked outside the pool and Kelly Cravens and those group of girls were there. We then went in to dry off and I was the first one. The dry clothes were in the bath tub. So we changed and I guess Devin Hester was there too. The whole band was there. The mom was there and started giving us obvious instructions. I was like Yea I know I work at lazer Quest. I couldn’t pronounce Quest. I was like short of breath. Danny was facing the window when she was talking. Then we looked outside the window and see Zach playing Football with two little black kids. SO FUNNY. Then I think we just said fuck this and got into Sabri’s BMW x5 and as we were reversing out of the driveway I woke up.
The Night of November 28th:
Not much at all that I remember. I remember waking up (in the dream) and realizing its like 11:12 AM. Sabri was there I think. Iwas like well I’m missing New Millenium Studies.
The Night of November 30th:
I remember swimming in this place that looked like a jump map sort of.
With all the high pillars and stuff and we just jumped in the water. It had
a greenish tint to it. I was with somebody else. I aslo remember playing football with a bunch of people. And we would only get one chance I think to get a touchdown from the 5 yard line. It was pretty intense.
The Night of December 1st:
At first I was at this train station going toward downtown. It was verrry packed. It was also very small, it was really weird. well we were there then all the sudden I guess I was being held captive because everyone thought i was a mass murderer. I tried to tell them I wasn’t but they didn’t believe me. I felt very weird. I escaped once and then hid in like a train station corner. I was ontop of ledge that was ontop of steps hiding. Then people started looking for me and split up. Two people were walking right toward me and then found me. So they took me back to prison where I talked to the head woman. I asked her when I could leave, and she said if I left again I didn’t have to come back. Very weird. A very dark, intense dream.
The Night of December 2nd:
It started off in a Hotel room. Me and kevin were there for an English class. We were there sort of early. The teacher was really hot. I told Kevin I was going to tap it. Then we left before class began and said we were going to comeback but never did. So then we left and then IDK where kevin went by. I went to Math which was called Drastic Algebra 2 and Ms. Wiegandt was teaching it in C100 at Maine South. I walked in and she was like “If you miss one more class, I’m going to have to let you go.” So I was there for a bit. Then I realized I have to play a show with Born of Osiris. So I left and went to this park and finally saw the huge stage. I just walked on the stage and just pretended I knew the words. They were going crazy and so was I. We played Rosecrance of course. The crowd was HUGE. I jumped off this high ass thing at the breakdown. After the song I tried thanking the guys for letting me play. They didn’t respond to me. Then I walked through the park back to Columbia. This fluffy thing was letting me fly a little. IDK. Then I came back to this lab place. They wanted me to stop the lines that were moving up and down in these boxes in the middle. I had to stop 3 different ones. It was really weird.
The Night of December 3rd:
I forgot a lot of it. I remember my dad watching a tape of me recording my self masterbating. that was fucking weird as hell. But I acted like I didn’t care for some reason. He was like “you’re fucked up you know that?” Then later I remember me on a huge boat with this other guy and a blonde girl with curly hair. The guy jumps out to me as Ryan. Well the girl and him were fighting and then the girl pushed him off the boat and he fell in the water. Oh I forgot to mention that all of this felt like it was in the 1600′s. Well she started throwing a rope down when all of the sudden she stopped. Things started flashing. Like it was the same scene but in present time. Like it flashed to the future for a split second. And did it again and again. Then there were like airplanes, boats and all this crazy stuff. It was weird.
The Night of December 4th:
It started out with me in a parking lot watching a band play. They were playing in the parking lot. I looked closer and noticed it was Norvin and Frank Gallo’s band. Norvin was on drums. They sounded awful. After they were done I came up to them and was like “You should have ended the song like this” I got on the drums which were light blue and only consisted of Bass drum, double pedal, snare and two crashes. Well I got on the drums and just hit the crashes and did fast double pedal. I was just wearing sandals too. Then I played the breakdown part of Unholy Confessions and got off. I told him I didn’t like how high his snare was. He said something stupid back like “I don’t like your face!” Well after that, I remember being at Target. I was an employee along with a bunch of others. I only remember Kiley Krug even though I never talked to her in my life. I said something to her before my shift was up but I forgot. Marty and Marco came to pick me up. I let Marco drive my car. He was crazy. He went through every red light. We were driving on Foster toward Canfield. Then he turned to go to his grandmas house. He almost drove through the house. Oh and while we were driving we played some “NEW SUM41″ which was just weird techno. Well after Marco went inside he went by the window, opened it(by turning the whole window) and threw an air freshner spray at us. I sprayed myself then Marty sprayed me. Then I started driving down Argyle toward my house and then I woke up.
The Night of December 8th:
I was running from some kind of killer. THere were like 4 different ones and I crawled into this little hole. And ended up at like a Red Line stop. Then this guy came out with a gun, a girl, and a CD player and said “Change the song and if it goes to the wrong one I will kill you.” I said fuck that and ran away. Then I came to this thing with sabri. It was very dark and like rusty place with lots of metal stuff. Then basically he said he is going to put sabri on fire and I am going to have to put the fire out in time. But the fire extinguishers don’t work. So sabri got suited up into this crazy looking metal suit and went into this tube. Well I looked around and didn’t see anything to extinguish it so I was just talking to the Jigsaw guy. And well I was just like joking with him about the other killers around and told him about the CD player guy. And I was like he said this and he was like “FAG!” and the killer could not stop laughing. It was good. Then some other point in the dream I was cheating in DoD on like de_Dust. I walled someone blatantly just once, like I saw them through the wall. Well then I was just owning.
The Night of December 13th:
Jake was upstairs at my hosue watching TV and the rest of the guys were downstairs. I go outside for some reason and Keckley’s sister is there. My mom comes out of nowhere and starts moving these bricks. I help her bring them downstairs (I had to step over this chord.) THen the dream transitioned I remember playing soccer in a huge arena. My team was playing England. We were Mexico or something I forget. Marco was on our team and so was Luke Grieco. Some douchebag was on the other team (he was one of the wiggers at maine South) They were winning 3-2. My team was retarded. One kid who had a buzzed head set the ball like a volleyball. We had so many chances to score. I said to Marco “they’re not good.” I was getting so mad and punching things. The ball went out and I threw it in and then THEIRgoalkeeper kicked the ball out again. Then the wigger on their team gets the ball and keeps playing like the ball never went out. I said “HEY, the ball is out you fucking idiot!” He looks over to me all pissed. I walk over to him and start arguing. While we were arguing my team scored then i was like OK FINE WHO CARES and ran away. Then he said “I haven’t gotten into a fight in a while (like fist fight).” I said “Dude, there is no reason to fight, its just soccer. I’m simply saying the ball was out by your goalie, thats all.” He looked at me and just said, “GAY.” I said back “Gay? What’s gay? The word gay?” Then he hit me in the face. Random: Some point our goalie free kicked across the field and scored.
The Night of December 15th:
Started off in a pool. It was like a Mario Party Mini Game. You had to gather like 3 objects and then go back to the starting point. I lost alot. Then in real life we were outside the Norridge Pool and Angie Manaves came out of nowhere. She didn’t notice me right away but she saw Zach and said Hi to him. Then she came behind me and hugged me and then kissed my neck/cheek. Then I did the same to her. I asked her how she was doing and stuff. Then the dream transitioned to a Bulls game. I was on the sidelines and someone on the Bulls was wearing a towel. They ran around the basketball hoop and the towel got caught on something and the player fell on his back. Then I went to Pennoyer school to play in a B-Ball game. I sucked. I didn’t do anything good except talk shit. We destroyed the other team. I had Daniela hold my stuff while I played. I shook everyones hand after the game. I remember asking Daniela where my hat was. I didn’t bring a hat. Frank Gallo was there. Then I went outside and Mr. Colapietro was supposed to drive me home. So I got into the car which turned out to be a Maroon Red Astro Van. We were getting out of the parking lot then we almost hit this Lincoln Towncar. We missed it by like 1 MM.
The Night of December 16th:
Blurry but I remember playing Tony Hawk or some kind of Skateboarding video game. I was doing insane tricks and crazy spins. When I fell I gave the controller to Zach. Then it transitioned to me being outside Downtown, before my first class. I was with Zach Sabri Rachel and Natalie. I was wearing a jacket with my U2 Ipod, Phone and Pen and they kept falling out. I had to like check everytime I walked a certain amount of distance. Before we crossed the street there was something about a bum and George Kastanza its really blurry though. Then I was alone and wondered where the rest of the people went. Then I looked across the street and they were walking into a resturant. I tagged along and crossed the street and then noticed my ipod fell so I had to get it. I went inside the resturant and this guy that was balding said “There is no way I’m getting pizza! Try some salmon.” I said “No thanks, my friends are here I’m just going to join them.” I walked around and the resturant was very black and white. I couldn’t really see the walls, it was like all shadows and the tables were like white and glowy. I sat at the table and Zach was laughing at me cause he knows I hate fish. Then I realized the place was like Chicago’s Pizza House or something and everyone ordered Salmon (maybe the Salmon Sandwhich). I was like “Are you serious!?” Then Sabri was being annoying and tried lifting my shirt up and touch my stomach. I said stop like four times but he kept going. Then I tried punching him and stuff but I wasn’t strong enough. I was really pissed now. Can’t remember what I said exactly. Then he stuck his finger into my drink and that just topped the cake. I threw my drink at him took my stuff and left. The dream then transitioned to me standing up by my Back door with the green Hurley hoodie wrapped around my head. I was writing down my dreams (aka what happened at the resturant) then all the sudden Rachel was at the door. It was 2 AM. I looked at her and waved but she just stared at me like she was mad. I took off the green hoodie from my head and then Sabri Zach and Marco came too. They were all really quiet except Marco who said something really loud. We then went downstairs and didn’t really do anything. Then Rahbiya came downstairs with like a TALL cart full of luggage. She was pulling it down the stairs and her dad was pushing it. I was like Rahb what is the point of you bringing that down here and her dad was like “Lets go” She couldn’t push it back up and needed one of us to help. Random: Some other time Rahbiya was in the dream she looked at what I was looking at on my laptop (her myspace) and she was like, those are hot pictures.
The Night of December 17th:
It started off at some sort of theater thing. Me and my dad were on the balcony watching something. I started talking to this cute girlt o my left. She asked if I wanted to get popcorn with her. After looking at her for like five seconds I said yes. Well in order to buy stuff you had to use these cards which were like plaques. There were plaques just stacked up so I grabbed 6 of them (since popcorn cost 6 cards). The girl got her popcorn no problem but it was the last one so I had to wait a long time for mine. I was talkin to the chefs but I forgot what we said. I then looked at the girl and saw her talking to my dad. Then the dream transitioned to some kind of train. This part is really blurry. Something about downtown, my dad and trains. I twas wednesday and I was rushing to get ready. It seemed like I always forgot something. As soon as I thought I had everything I needed one more thing. Then it transitioned to a downtown underpass. It was a calm underpass, well lit and on each side there were sort of like tolls (like when you pay to use the El) There were like 15 yellow ones on each side. I got in and in order to enter the village/game you had to climb up onto a small ledge then pull yourself up and lie down, and prone a little bit forward. Then after you’re through with that you have to go up and down a lot of ramps (looked like halo sort of ramps). Finally I reached the snowy surreal village. It was like a virtual reality game. THere were tasks you had to complete. I then battled these two Elites(halo). I think Sabri was my teammate. Well one of the Elites was on a this purple machine that flew (he was the boss). I killed the Elite that was on the ground with some sort of gun. Then the second Elite was like some crazy color and crazy face. He had an energy sword and I picked one up from the first Elite I killed. The boss Elite jumped off the machine and landed on the ground and I thought I was going to lose but I stabbed him with my sword. I ran down back to the village and I heard in the distance him yelling “Thats not fair, your legs work fine!” and then he died. Then a golden thing came out of nowhere and it said “Level 16 cComplete!” Everyone was cheering. Then it was time to go home. Everyone started leaving back to the underpass. There were three paths: Two ramps going down(one we arrived on) and all the way on the right was a snowy path going up. Someone told me to go down the middle one. So I got on my warthog and started driving down. There were guitar hero colorful dots on the floor so I drove over them slowly. Well then we got to the part where you had to crawl up and down the ramps so I got off my warthog and did that. Then just like I had to get in, I proned through, landed on a small ledge and jumped to the ground. Everyone was leaving the place, on both sides of the street too. Someone was talking through a megaphone or something and was like protesting or something. He said “Look at these adults playing video games” Like it was supposed to embarass us. Then I woke up.
The Night of December 22nd:
This is one is all over the place. So much happened in this dream it is ridiculous. I am going to go off on tangents because this dream is all scattered especially in the beginning. Alright one of the first things I remember was being on the phone somewhere with my friends there with Mari from work sitting on my lap. I think they mentioned something about a party for my birthday at my house. Well before I went to my house for the party I was on the highway running across the freeway. I never got hit. I was just jumping around and running around. Then I finally went to my house. The party was just in my basement and it was like midnight so everyone was sleeping upstairs. It was decorated A LOT it was pimp. Everyone said happy birthday to me. These random girls I never saw before hugged me and all this good stuff. I remember David Riviera from work there too. I looked around and the place was packed and people were being really loud. Marta Kazmiercek or whatever from Pennoyer was there and was keeping everyone in line. Telling them to shut up and everything. Then I saw this person light a cigarette and I was like Yo theres no smoking. He didn’t stop. And then Marta was like no smoking in the house! and the kid ran into the bathroom and just kept puffing and puffing the cigarette cause everyone was around him and trying to take it away. After that a lot of people left because they thought someone was coming downstairs to bust it. So half of the people were gone so I looked around and saw this cooler so I checked it out. There was A LOT of beer and liquor in there so I took one that was green and looked like an Amped can. It tasted like Amped too but it was alcohol. So we were just chilling down there, the main people I knew then my grandma and dad came down stairs. My dad didn’t say anything but he was just looking around, for alcohol of course. I knew he was going to find the cooler but I didn’t even move. Then he finally got to the cooler and said “WTF is this? Get out” So I left with everybody and we started walking to Zachs. This is where things get weird. I remember talking to tony “rng” from online and talking about knox. Then we were going to meet at knox at the airport. So I flew there and landed and I had to meet him. I think I was with Zach or Marco and we were trying to find the place. Well Marco/Zach knew where to go but I didn’t. He went into this packed elevator and the door shut right away so I had to go into the one next to it and just guess a floor. I pushed 10 first and then 6. I got off at the 6th floor and he wasn’t there so I was lost by two people. Then Tony called me and we were trying to meet up and he said he was in the Parking Lot for Chicago people. So i was looking around but couldn’t find it. Then as I was walking around I ran into Dani Oberman. We said hi and kissed and like I put my arm around her when we walked. For some reason I took off my shoes so I was just in my socks.. We were trying to find somewhere to makeout/do stuff. I was still on the phone with Tony but I really wasn’t paying attention so I said I’d call him back. Then as we were walking down this ramp thing, Mr. Humphreys was in front of me and noticed me. I asked him how he feels about this and he went off on this crazy rant but I wasn’t paying attention. Then I was finally downstairs and recognized the sign that said Chicago Parking Lot. Then I was like “Oh shit I don’t have my shoes, I’m going to run back and get them” cause it was really dirty on the floor. So I guess I went back to Norridge just to get my shoes. I remember coming back home in an instant but I wanted to go back and it wouldn’t be instant. I was stuck back home. I remember seeing Jake. I tried to just sasy “Alright and I’m back at Knox” but it didn’t work. I went inside my house with the guys and my phone was there too, it was weird. I checked the time/date and it was like 3:34 on wednesday. Knox wasn’t till Friday so it was weird. Well we started walking back down argyle/strong. I asked what happened to the cooler full of alcohol and Zach said its at his house. I said I could go for a beer and Danny agreed. Zach was like we’ll save it for another time. So we’re on strong now and then some house on the left opens the door and throws out a towel. There was a loud TV playing inside too. We knew that he threw out the towel to alert the cops of us. We just stood there so scared. We didn’t move/run at all. Then he threw out a second towel and it got louder. Then we started running. We saw this cop get into his car but we didn’t think he saw us. We broke into this cop car on the side of the street and pulled it backwards into a driveway and thought the other cop wouldn’t know. But he saw us and put on his lights. We were just sitting in the driveway with the car on and the other cop was coming to my window. Then I just slammed on the gas and drove off. It turns out we were driving a camaro. So now we had like 3 or 4 cops after us. So we went by Zachs neighborhood and drove around there. We drove around a lot and lost the cops for a bit and drove into the driveway and garage and closed the garage. We then all came out and sat in these other cars. The cops were right infront now. They were asking us these questions. Then someone slipped and we were all “punished” I guess they punish us by taking away everything inside of us. Well I guess Jesus was with us and he was up someones nose (sniffing everything out of him) but had blood on him. This blood carried this Blue and Red line (the things inside of us). Each person still had one thing left after the cops took everything away. To be a person again you had to combine all of these. So one by one we were walking down Zachs street towards Zachs house combining these. And they were combining in the air. Like it was a Red/Green/Blue/Yellow/Purple line of stuff and it was becoming more and more intricate like the human body. It was really crazy. Then finally they all came together. Then I woke up.
The Night of January 8th 2008:
5 Different Dreams.
1.)I was on Avalanche. Axis side of crack with Becca. And there was this ledge that was higher than the crack. And I went up there and looked down at Becca.
2.)I was waiting for a bus to come then I noticed there was a bus stop the block over to my left. I would get on the bus faster if I was over there, I thought. So I hitched a ride to cross the street for some reason. I hitched it with two other people, both women. The person driving the car was a lady with curly blonde hair that was up. She didn’t drop us off at the bus stop. The bus even drove by and I asked her to stop. She kept going without saying a word. Then I saw a RR crossing thing going down and she didn’t even stop. I yelled STOP but she just sped up. I felt so weird. Then there was another RR crossing that had it’s gates down block after block. She drove through them all and each one I flinched and felt really weird. I was expecting to get hit by a train each block. PLEASE STOP I yelled it like 8 times. Then the other hitchhiker in the car said to the driver in a calm voice, “Please stop”
3.)So I’m able to fly. Sort of like swim in the air. Someone asked me to walk their dog so I flew the dog around Norridge, mostly around Pennoyer. I used a balloonas a leash. No one was outside to see me fly. After a while the balloon popped and I had to make a new one. I think I was like in this barn sort of thing fixing the balloon. It was very difficult. It was a weird shape. THe guys were there too doing something. I finally got it and flew again. No one ever saw me fly but when I was fixing the balloon on the ground people were there.
4.)The Parking Lot: I parked in this huge parking lot and went into a well known big store. Got some beer, came out, and couldnt find my car. I looked everywhere. People were in the parking lot playing baseball. Matt Campbell was batting and Muscarello was pitching. Matt didn’t hit anything. Then I went out of his sight to this indoor parking garage and I heard glass break. Matt threw his batt at a store window. Well after looking around I went further in the indoor parking lot and it became a resturant. Still looked like a parking garage but with tables. Michell,e Mom and some foreign guy (guessing Marcos) were sitting at a table waiting for me. I told them sorry I got really lost. Well we sat there and ate. I had a cheeseburger. When I was almost done I turned away to look around and when I turned back my food was all gone. Even my drink. I looked at Michelle and she was laughing and pulled everything from her jacket pocket.
5.)I was in the airlock in Lazer Quest (but it didn’t look like how it actually is). Well all the packs/lasers were hung up on the top of the wall. It seemed like I always got #19 and guess what, I got it again. A part of it was broken (around the trigger wasn’t enclosed.) I went out and started playing lazer tag with everyone in the lobby. I was doing good. There were some new workers. I was in my socks. I checked the bathroom and I stepped in soap. When I went out the game was over. I was so exhausted, I just layed there. Then Kathy made an announcement: “we’re all out of water bottles, all we have are these little packets of water and gatorade.” I thought the bathroom would have a water fountain so I went there. Just like last time, I stepped in the soap. When I came out, Kathy was there with the really small packets. She asked me which one I wasnted. I said water and started pulling out my change. I asked her how much it was and she said, “It’s free because you’re nice too.” I said, “You mean because I’m too nice?”
The Night of January 10th 2008:
2 Different Dreams
1.)I was on this school field trip with everyone that went to Pennoyer. There were actually two schools there: Pennoyer and then this all black school. We went to this like ship that floated above the clouds. It was really just a square and this is how it would work. While one school signed up to play the Wii, the other school played in this like warehouse. We played the Wii first and we all had to sign up. I don’t remember playing it but I remember being by the sign up list on the side of the ship. There was just a single railing there to stop us from going overboard. But over the railing was a ledge to stand on. There was still some kind of invisible safety net/glass because kids would walk pretty much on the clouds it LOOKED like. Well after our turn with the Wii was done we went to the warehouse. However I stayed by the sign ups for the Wii and all the black kids were there. I finally left them and went to the warehouse which was REALLY dark and had black lights all around. The first thing I remember is being picked up by Brian Verdin and carried around. Then he dropped me and someone threw an orange boomerang at me. I picked it up and tried to throw it back but didn’t hit anyone. Dan Hendrych was on this bed on the floor with some chick. She was sitting on top of him giving him a handjob. When he cummed he yelled SO FUCKING LOUD it was hilarious. Then Danny came up to me and was like “I want to go play right now” and I was like Danny, we just played, you have to wait your turn. I remember thinking how sweet it was that there were no teachers.
2.)I was on Foster, by Walter’s house. I was trying to find a secret passage into this house that a clown used to live in. I was at the back and I started climbing it and got close to the roof. I looked at the back of the house which had wood on some parts and I saw the flameboy character from World Industries carved into the wood. This meant that I was there like 5 years ago when I used to draw Flameboy all the time. So I knew I was in the right direction. Then when I finally came to the top, Chris Keckley was there too. There were these outlines and designs on the wood and I would push them and something would happen. I pushed this small window and it folded inside so I was really close. Keckley got mad that I found out what to do. Then I remember putting a case on my phone and trying to drop it inside the window for some reason. Somehow I got hold of a squirrel or some kind of small animal and put it into a plastic bag. Then on the ground I saw this deer with no antlers eating the grass or something. The deer then went towards Norvin’s house so I decided to drop down and try to run away. I dropped down right by this tree. As soon as I dropped down the deer came back and went past me to the right of the tree. Then I think it saw me and came around towards me slowly. I didn’t know if it wanted the animal in the bag or not so I threw the bag away to my left but the deer still came toward me. It lunged at me but I blocked it and kicked it really hard. Then I woke up.
The Night of January 11th 2008:
2 Different kind of dreams that may have been connected.
1.)I was in prison for 30 days. It was more like an open room with other people who I was familiar with (like a nursery) but I couldn’t leave. I knew it was a prison. I remember seeing Alissa (from Gilberts) there. She was there for 60 days, I dont know how I knew that. Well I wanted out so I escaped. I ran away and then jumped off this cliff. I had to have been freefalling for a good 30 seconds. I was falling between trees with no leaves. The setting was really woody. Lots of trees with no leaves. It was like a forest in the fall, with a river running through it. Oh, about the fall, Yea i fell for a while and then landed on something soft. I thought I was going to die from the fall but I was fine. I then went into the water which was about waist high. After I was running through it for a while, I felt very secluded but still felt like I was being chased after. There was no one all around me. The water now became thick like peanut butter and I tried to manuvear around in it. I struggled but still pushed through. This is about where I’m not sure if the dreams are connected.
2.)I was just a spectator in this dream. The setting is a lakehouse that is literally in the middle of a lake surrounded by the water. An old grumpy man that seemed to be the sheriff was punishing a criminal by having him be locked in a car while the car was going to be submerged into the water. This happened on two seperate occassions. On the first attempt the criminal opened the window and escaped into the water. He was apparently caught or I just had dejavu in my dream because the whole car situation happened again. The man escaped again but for good. The sheriff shot at the criminal but wasn’t successful.
The Night of January 15th 2008:
Long Dream, sort of. Well before the first dream, I had a short one where I had sex with Ashlynn Brooke Started off in my house. I was playing DoD and on vent with pantera and someone else. I was playing harrington. Then I asked my dad if he wanted to play and he said sure and then he got really into it and didn’t want to get off. Then vent was still on and people were talking and saying shit. I think I then went downstairs to play in the same server or something. Anyway then I started driving around with Sabri and Zach maybe someone else was there too. Well I was driving Sabri’s BMW 645 and it was actually mine. I stopped in front of Zach’s house but I thought it was Pantera’s house. I tried to connect to vent through the BMW haha. It wouldn’t work though. So then I think the house turned into Zach’s house and I asked if we could go swimming. He said no. Then I drove off and turned right onto to overhill. When I was driving it was really hard to turn the wheel. Sabri kept fucking with me and kept turning it the opposite way till I started to yell really loud. Then he stopped. Then I went to this party with a lot of people there. I didn’t see them yet but I knew they were there. I was wearing this yellow baggy dress sort of thing haha. I was able to fly though if I like pedaled the air? It was weird. But Kelley Lewensky was the first to see me and she was so excited to see me. And then she couldn’t stop laughing cause I was flying. And then I saw a lot of people ahead of me and I started flying toward them really fast. Then they all left the room really fast except for Tara Lewensky. I’ve never talked to Tara in my life. Then I landed on the floor and was sweating from flying. I smiled at her and said hi, she said “You look like bleed!” I was like I look like bleed? What does that mean? and I gave her a hug. Then I gave Kelley a hug. Thats all I remember
The Night of January 16th 2008:
I was in an arcade with Kevin and we were playing all these different games. It was a very dark and shitty arcade. Me and Kevin were by this door when I pushed him and then the door opened behind him. Inside was a colorful stairway except instead of stairs they were slides, zig-zagging down. It looked very weird. Then I pushed Kevin from his head and he almost fell over the rail. Then without thinking I jump on the slide and instantly I am the happiest kid ever. The slide was red and it felt like I was slidding on top of a lot of shaving cream. The ride seemed never ending and was very soft and sort of fast. Kevin joined after me. We slid down the slide for a while and then we bumped into someone who slowed us down. I’m not sure who it was.
The Night of January 27th 2008:
I was at home but it looked nicer. Relatives from Brazil were there. Marcos and some other guy. Awkward meeting them. Sash was there too. Then. I was in this dorm. It was new and I was with like four other people. (Thinking about the dorm because I had school the next day?) Well everything was pretty messy and I didn’t really mingle with any of them. Then I was walking around and this girl in a white shirt was laying on a bed. She asked “Hey whats your name?” I was like “What?” then she said “Huh?” and I laughed and said “Brandan” After I told her my name I sort of like half hugged her and sat on the bed. Then she just got up on me and gave me a really long peck. The other roomates were like WOOO and saying stuff like “Krista!”
Second dream. I am in a library that was pretty big. People kept piling in. Then i realized there was some sort of contest. I was sitting on the side wall and there were a bunch of people all over. This really fat woman sat to my left and put her leg on me. I was totally cool with it and made conversation with her. Then i noticed a bunch of people starting to leave. So I followed them all. We went through some doors and down some stairs. Then we were in this tunnel. Majority of people were walking the same way but some were skateboarding/iceskating towards us. Well I started running down the tunnel cause it was some sort of race. Then I got to a point where I could ice skate. So I ice skated really fast down the tunnel. Then I almost collided with someone going the opposite way. Well past that I saw an exit from the tunnel. It was on the side of the wall and you had to jump up and climb up. There was a cute brunette girl that couldn’t climb up there. That’s it.
The Night of January 28th 2008:
I was working at Lazer Quest. Priscilla and Kathy were the managers on duty. Edgar was working with me. I was really out of it and didn’t want to work at all. My first game was the green game. I was really slow at getting them in the game. Then this girl came out of the maze looked like Anna marie Avino and said her pack was broken. I put a demo pack and she just took it. I said “Your scores won’t be on one card” and she was OK with that. After that I was really dozey. For some reason Lazer Quest was in the same strip mall that Jewel and Ceaserland is. Someone told me Rick KOsick was coming to Laser Quest and everyone was getting really excited. He finally came with a few buddies to play in my game. I brought half of the guys into the airlock. Then 10 more were added and I pushed everyone back into the briefing room. Rick Kosik and his friend stayed in the airlock. The Briefing room was packed. David Riviera, Concua, and a Big black guy was covering Danny, his mom and Becky Schippers. Just like every brief, I said, “If this is your first time playing, raise your hand.” Danny, his mom, and Becky started laughing. Then Concua was going to put his pack on already. I said “Where do you think you’re going buddy?” After I was done briefing I went by Becky to give her a huge. Told her I haven’t seen her in forever. She said “Not since the gas station!” We all went into the airlock and I saw Rick Kosik doing a helicopter on top of his buddies head. After that game was over he left and I noticed he smelled like SuperDawg. Then I noticed Superdawg was also in the same strip mall as us.
Second Dream:
Driving with these 2 old guys and we were going to a bar to play some card games. Sabri, Zach and Rahbiya were there too. The place was pretty random. Wodden and all around was gravel/sand. I realized I didn’t bring any cash so I had to find a ATM. I swiped my card and chose withdraw $40. Then it said $42.50 and I was confused. Then I selected $50 and it said $59.50 and I was so mad. Then all these papers printed out. (More than 20) then i realized I have to bring the papers to a bank to get the money. I looked at the sign on the machine and it said “Credit Station”.
The Night of January 30th 2008:
After eating peanut butter. One of the strangest/most powerful dreams I’ve had in a long time. It was so clear and realistic in the dream but not so much anymore. There are 5 characters in the dream: Me, my alternative self (reminded me of or is actually the main character in ‘The Invisible’), the girl I’m going for, and her two parents. Some others are in it. My state of conciousness was very strange. I felt like I switched between two people every so often and I knew it was coming. Also, I felt I saw/heard important information that others couldn’t. With this information I was supposed to save the girl I was going for. I saved her two or three times until her parents wouldn’t let me see her. I told them I knew things to save her. I told them what I knew and they didn’t believe me. We lost her. Someone in an orange shirt and black hat (presumably, the girls father) found out and blamed it on me. The last scene was this guy attacking me. I woke up with a gasp of air. Random scenes: Inside a garage/woodshop. Kitchen with mother looking at me. Resturant that was very old fashioned. Outside, nighttime green grass. Its so difficult to put this dream into words. The feeling of changing persons was the strangest thing ever.
Second dream: Me, Sabri, Christine Malke and Athina were in my basement. It was very awkward between us. Didn’t really talk to each other. I felt weird because it was as if two dreamsWe were feelings mixed. I had a dream maybe a week ago in which me and Christine made out and did other stuff. So in this dream I was like “I wonder why she isn’t talking to me now.” I think we were also drinking.
The Night of February 1st 2008:
Weird stuff. It was one long connected dream. Pretty much what we did was hang out with kendra like we did last night. But it was at this weird apartment building, like in the suburbs. I remember Danny, Marty, and Sabri being there. Well we were at her apartment but then it changed to my living room upstairs. I was sitting on the solo couch with Marty laying on the couch to my left. I asked them, “We’re not in my living room right now, are we?” Marty laughed and said No. I told him that I was sitting in my solo chair and he was laying down on the couch to my left. It was so weird. Only I saw it like that. They still saw Kendra’s apartment. Kileen Casey was also with us at some points. It seemed like Kileen had an apartment in the same complex as Kendra. And Danny was going back and forth. I remember Danny pulling his pants down and holding his dick out in front of Kileen and Kileen not doing anything. Danny just trying to get on some girls. Thats pretty much all it was. I remember just standing outside the Apartment complex thing in between the two apartments in the snow. And talking in a really hushed voice to Sabri about Danny trying to get on the girls.
The Night of February 3rd 2008:
Random scenes:
#1 – Me, Sabri, Marco and Danny were working at this place. No idea what it was but we were behind this glass. This customer started getting out of control so I told him to get the fuck out. He started walking away then I saw a gun come out of his pocket. He shot Sabri first, then marco, then Danny. Then Caitlin was behind him and he told her to shoot me or else he’d shoot her. There was this black pole on the left, I tried to hide behind. She missed on purpose. After that its blurry. But I remember coming back to check up on Sabri, marco, and Danny. Marco shot himself before I got there. When i got there Sabri had the gun. he started laughing and then shot himself in the head. I couldn’t take it. I was yelling.
#2 – Working at a college place. I saw a credit card inside the machine you swipe the card. nathan said it was just the logo of the machine. Then i saw another and it happened to be a blue debit card from Visa. I showed it to the professor and he told me to take it to lost and found. Then Edgar told me he was hungry and to come with him so we could use the debit card. I went with him to KFC then we went back where they served the food. Didn’t get anything and just left.
#3 – Playing basketball outside my house with Alex Tam and some others. It was my house and front lawn but it was really open all around. Nother other houses around. I was playing on this scooter. it go faster when I swiveled my body left and right. I was schoolin’ everyone. Blocked Alex 3 times.
The Night of March 6th 2008:
Scattered. Marco broke the USB protector thing on my phone and I got mad. My dad found jizz on some outlet and got mad. It was funny but he got so repetitive. He didn’t want to say JIZZ or CUM so it was just like other lame words. Me and some friend were putting our shoes on and he kept telling me what I did. I was annoyed. I was really drunk and Nuala and her friends came. And I thought this girl was Nuala from behind so I bit her ass. Then my sister (looked different) was driving. And she was driving reaaaaly fast and not obeying the law. Then we were turning right and there were 3 cops up ahead. She slowed down alot then turned right. We were headed to this huge movie complex. There were huge lines and I saw a lot of people I recognized: Brian Barnes, Sebastian, Natalie, Nuala, Joe Sanders, and a lot more. Nuala came and then Sebastian hugged her from behind and felt her boobs a little and Nuala got mad. I asked her if she remembered when I bit that girls ass and she laughed so hard. Then joe Sanders was just running around everywhere crazy.
The Night of May 7th 2008:
I’ve been having this repeating dream that really bothers me. I am having a dream of me dreaming. And when i am dreaming in my dream i feel as if I am on drugs. Drugs that I can’t control and make everything go frame by frame and make me really dizzy. I wake up in my dream and then I try to stay awake for a little but I fall back asleep all in my dream and go right back to the strange feeling. One scene I remember. I was laying on my back on the carpet of basement by the couch and then I just literally transported to the other side of the carpet. The lights were off and the only light I could see was coming from the stairs in front of me. By the way, this dream in a dream seemingly lasted an hour at least, but I actually woke up and checked the time and I had only been asleep for 30 minutes. Strange
The Night of May 8th 2008:
I remember 2 different events. I think the first one was like a block party in front of my house. Kevin’s old band was playing with Kevin on drums and I thought their music was great. I thought in the dream: “These guys are better than his new band” There was a stage on the street where mine and my neighbors lawn meet. It was facing toward Ozanam (This band’s name might have been Ozanam) I remember after hearing the band I went to go look for $500 dollars because I was supposed to get paid for the party. There were a lot of sketchy people and bouncers (one was like 8 ft. tall). Well this girl from a College Fuckfest video connected her eyes with mine and she gave me the $500 dollars. I thanked her and carried the money low so no one would take it. Sure enough some Mexican takes half of the money and the other half is still in my hand. Another mexican comes and tries to take the other half still in my hand. I punched him in the stomach and he looked like wanted to fight but didn’t. Well I walked to the stage and Kevin’s band was done. I was really mad about someone stealing the money. Then the two bouncers came up to me and asked if I know where a Lou Malnati’s pizza (If you’re in Chicago you gotta have one). I said “That sounds delicious right now. Call them up” The bouncer wanted them to deliver but Sabri wanted to pick it up.—–
-2nd Event-
At Norridge park, its my family party. I didn’t really do much. I sat around and watched everyone else do stuff. I didn’t see any family but I knew it was a family party. My friends were there. I remember sitting on this chair alone and seeing Zach coming back from playing baseball. His hair looked weird. It looked like in Jackass where they just shaved a small part of his head. Ashley Romano was there. Didn’t talk much to her at the park. I think the party moved to my house. I was sitting on my couch and the commercials were transitioning and the screen was black. I could see Ashley coming up behind me. I put my arms backwards and she said “How did you know I was here!?” “I looked in the TV” i said. She laughed and bent down a little to kiss me on the upper cheek. My hands were in her hair. She then sat next to me (my right). I knew she had a boyfriend. My dad came and sat in between us. He kept bringing up embarrassing moments. Then this movie came on the TV and asked dad if he has seen it. He said no, its crap. He then asked what was the movie about. I told him its called ‘Revolution’ with Christian Bale. “Right now the government is trying to read his thoughts to better understand him.
:::Possible reasons for this dream: 1.) Talking to Ashley earlier in the Night on Sabri’s blackberry. 2.) Talks about having our own apartment. “A party everyday” 3.) KY lan party with random people: stealing money?
The Night of June 9th
It pitch black- must have been past midnight and I was not so much walking but like gliding to the shop. I was at the forest on Lawrence Ave and there were barely any cars. I was like pushing my self and had like two pieces of paper on my feet. Then I started running and I was very close to the shop now. I was about a block away when i realized I didn’t have the key to get in. I start freaking out since I walked all this way for nothing. Then I see the yellow Hummer in front and I think there might be a key in there. So I walk up to it, and I see that the door is unlocked so as soon as I touch the doorknob I see a flashlight go on inside of the car and the door opesn and it’s Natalie. I scream and can’t believe what just happened. What the hell was she doing there? I’m pretty sure Sabri was there too or something.
-CHANGE-
It was me and Jodie Foster and something wasn’t going right. I don’t know the cause but their were zombie’s and things from I am Legend. We were in this huge vacant parking lot really late at night and we went by her car to get me a gun. She pulled out this thing that shot like nothing out. And I asked if she was kidding. I took the pistol and cocked it and started running toward a store on the other end of the parking lot. Then I see Zach come with a shotgun and joins us. We walk in and it’s like a Walgreens or Jewel sort of store but a little smaller. People think that a Zombie might have gotten in but I knew they were afraid of light and this place was all white. I told the manager to turn on all of the lights. Zach pumped his shot gun and I cocked my gun. We look around every corner and didn’t find a single thing.
-CHANGE-
I’m in a Halloween store with Sabri and Kevin I think and I’m looking for a halloween costume for this party coming up. I wanted just a mask and maybe a cape. I couldn’t find a mask that fit me. They were all too small. Sabri kept telling me I should get the same one he wanted but I thought that was lame. I see my mom in the Halloween store and she tells me something about wanting Dunkin Donuts. So we go and I ask her what she wants. And Sabri pretty much orders for her: “She wants a Bavarian Cream, Bavarian Strawberry Cream, Bavarian Blueberry Cream, and she obviously wants a plain #1″ I looked on the menu and saw the #1 included a Plain donut and a crispy apple thing. The guy asked if thats it and I knew it wasn’t so I asked if she ever had a Glazed Cake munchkin and she said no. But now it wasn’t my mom it was Krassi. She asked if she could have four of them and she like all the sudden had 4 hands and they all had only four fingers up. Very strange.
THE NIGHT OF AUGUST 4TH
I am having this reoccuring dream. Maybe the contents of the dream aren’t the same but the feeling I have in it is definitely the same and I hate it. I know I hate it in the dream too. I can’t move fast, I can’t think straight, I can’t do much of anything. I can’t walk straight I fall a lot. People are looking at me weird. I don’t know the situation that was happening in the dream but I am getting chills just thinking of it. Little snippets are coming back to me. I remember that I was going through a motion in this house. And I was acting all weird on the drug or whatever. Then, it happened all over again with very little changes. I knew something was up but there was no one to tell. I felt very disorientated but I felt I was figuring out what was going on when I went through the motion a third time. But then I woke up and I looked at the clock and only 20 minutes had gone by in a dream that felt as if it were 2 hours long.
I went back to sleep and I dreamt that zombies were infecting the world. They haven’t gotten to Maine South yet. But this day they did. Everyone was panicing. Once we knew I exited the class I was at on the second floor and went to the Middle staircase. I kept thinking, there are zombies around, this is a perfect place for them. I think I only encountered one of them and hit him away and went to my car. When i was in the parking lot, I realized I got a lot of missed calls. They were all Nuala. I answered and she asked if I was OK, and I said yes. Then she just said “Oh ok, bye.” Strange. Then I woke up. I got like 12 goosebumps just from writing these two dreams.
THE NIGHT OF SEPTEMBER 16TH
A very similar reoccuring dream as the one above. Its at a very mysterious house. This house has a lot of frequent people going in and out. It was very hard for me to move. I remember Mr. Humphreys being in it but I’m not sure if I saw his face. Then I saw these two girls that resembled the ones from my Natural Diasters class. I talked to them outside on the patio and said, “You know, I always have cute girls in my weird dreams..and Mr. Humphreys is there too.” Very strange. Most of the details, are exactly how I was above just not as dramatic.
THE NIGHT OF SEPTEMBER 24TH
I don’t know whats going on. I keep having these sorts of dreams now. I literally have a dream the second I fall asleep and these are intense, very realistic dreams. I had a dream that I woke up from a dream. I forgot what I did after, but it felt so real. I was going through my daily routine in my dream. Then I woke up in the middle of the night, only 40 minutes after I fell asleep. These dreams are getting weirder, and more realistic.
THE NIGHT OF DECEMBER 11TH
Fronk and Dego (Vinny and Aaron) were in this one.I specifically remember being in a car with Vinny driving with me and Sabri and maybe one other person. And Vinny asked Sabri if he’s ever been to Turkey and Sabri said yeah. Then all of the sudden Vinny drove off the road and onto these really high boulders that had gaps inbetween them. We barely made the gaps with the car, it was so close. Vinny was like “Did you drive on roads like this in Tukey?” Then all of the sudden the boulders became diagonal. We were driving diagonally and I thought we were going to fall off. Then Vinny asked again “Huh? Did you drive on roads like this in Tukey?” Then the road started to straighten out and Vinny said “I bet not CAUSE THIS IS A SEARS SIGN”.
THE NIGHT OF DECEMBER 18TH
I was in a very old styled mansion. Eme was there for Sabri but Elif wasn’t allowed to come. Then we were in the lobby of the mansion on the second floor. Nick (Sabri’s Dad) put on these black UGG boots and placed a soccer ball on the ground. He then kicked it and it hit a coat hanger across the room perfectly. He went to get it and came back. I woke up then went to sleep and this happened : I was watching TV in my living room, and the news was on. A home video of a CTA bus that was pulled by horses, got hit on the side by another CTA bus. And that bus was off the ground and stuck in the first CTA bus. Then the horses galloped really really fast into this glass building in front of them and the stuck bus came off. Then the horses slowly walked into the Fire Station, which was on fire. Then I turned to the kitchen cause I was hungry, and my dad and one of my relatives was there and I asked what was to eat. There was a ton of bread and bread crumbs all over the ground. But there was a small plate of pita. But they called it Mekitzee. I took 3. Then I walked toward my room and Polish Kate was sitting down indian style in front of it with a white pencil in her hand. I knew she was guarding it because Sabri and Eme were in there getting it on. I just laughed and walked in the bathroom. I got a phone call and I thought it would be Elif so I just picked it up without checking. It was a guy that was really really tired, I looked at my phone and it said “Kavit” So I just kept going, whats up, and he realized the mistake and hung up. EARLIER IN THE DREAM : I was outside of the house on the side with Zach. I was like suspended in the air on a little platform but I wanted to get back on the ledge of the house. So I kept trying to do it but I was so scared I was going to fall to the ground. I had to use the skateboard to get back on the ledge. I finally got it but then the skateboard fell.
–2009–
THE NIGHT OF JANUARY 22ND
This isn’t a full dream but just something that was really really weird. So before I went to sleep, I saw a movie called Waking Life. It’s all about dreaming and what they mean. So after the movie I go online and try to lucid dream. Upon all this research which I mostly already know, I see something called WILD which stands for Wake-initiated Lucid Dreaming. Basically through following a couple of steps which control your breathing and control your mind, you are able to lucid dream when you’re awake. So I do the steps vaguely as I remember them. I remember doing them but then saying, forget it, and I tried to sleep normally.
In the dream, I remember waking my eyes up and seeing my self sort of transparent on the bed sleeping toward me. I opened and closed my eyes a couple times. Thats all I remember
THE NIGHT OF JANUARY 23RD
This dream had a couple different segments. I told myself before I went to sleep “Tonight, I will have a lucid dream” over and over. I spelled lucid and dream as well. Ok well the first thing I remember was skateboarding by my house on Mission towards Foster. I was with a couple other guys, I have no idea who they were but I guess we were friends. I had two skateboards for some odd reason. I was holding the pink griptape Bakers board I had while skating on something else. We turned left on the sidewalk on Foster and walked a little. We walked to the first light, stopped, then turned around. Then I put my board down to skate and one of the guys was like “You’re not gonna be able to skate on here man.” and he was right. There were woodchips and shit. I picked up my board and started crossing the street. Then across the street, instead of the sidewalk continuing there was some sort of store all the sudden. And the glass doors in front opened and Caitlin came out. She looked at me with the happiest face and jumped right on me and wrapped her legs around. We kissed on the lips and talked for a little bit. Then she asked for a kiss on the cheek before she left but she wouldn’t lean in closer to me. I was too far to kiss her on the cheek. But then she moved in a little closer and I kissed her on the cheek.
Something with Courtney and some other dod player in real life. They came by my house but then I don’t remember. It was awkward.
I remember laying down on the ground with some other lady at Norridge Park. It was like right at the entrance. There was snow around us but we were laying in the grass. All the sudden I heard something so I got up and started walking a little more into the park. I saw this guy transform into what looked like the Michelin Man. But I knew he was “The Thing” and he started throwing shit all over the place. He’d throw huge snow balls at me. I ran back to where I was laying down and the girl wasn’t there. I looked to the street and a limo came. I got inside.
I remember sitting in the limo when it was driving down Foster.
I remember walking with Gregg in this really strange but cool looking park area. It was all or mostly paved with concrete but there were trees and everything. There were a lot of people doing a lot of random stuff. There were these cheerleaders from MS playing badminton. There were some tables outside but it was raining. People were still outside like it was fine though. Very strange. I see a building and I know its the cafe even though it doesn’t look like it. It’s a dark wooden two story building. I go inside with Gregg and go straight for the bathroom. I think I take a piss, then wash my hands but a lot of water gets on my pants. So I’m scrubbing them to try and get them dry fast. I look in the mirror and I look different. I don’t know why I didn’t catch on this in the dream. But I looked weird, my hair was longer and thicker than it really is. It hung in front of my eyes a little and was pointed in the middle. I tried fixing it but it didn’t work. At one point my hair was sticking straight up on the left side. Well I get out of the bathroom and I see Gregg and Sabri’s dad, Nick talking at a table. I sit down and I overhear Gregg ask Nick “So how many hours will I be working?” I say: “What? You’re not working here” Gregg says he is. Nick doesn’t say anything and just lets us talk. When I keep telling Gregg he isn’t working here I notice that his face starts to look a lot like my dad’s face. It was really strange. Then when we stopped arguing, a waitress comes through the door (which I assume is the kitchen) holding a glass of wine which is on top of a plate and a large plate of chicken alfredo. As she passes our table, the wine spills and Nick makes fun of her. I notice the wine spill into the chicken alfredo. I say, “Don’t worry, it happens.” and I look to my right and a couple tables down is a female who used to work at the cafe with me (not really, but in my dream i knew she did). She agreed with me, that it does happen.”
APRIL 27TH 2009
Scattered dreams from a nap.
I’m with Chris Keckley and Caitlin drives by in her VW with Jenni Smith. She comes out and I give her a hug and I know I’m dreaming and want to kiss her so I try to but I literally get stuck at a certain point and can’t. She then backs off and I hug Jenni. Then we start running around all over the place, me and Jenni. Shes grinding close to me, I make out with her. Then I forget how that ended but it just did. To start my dream I was at Toby Causby’s apartment. He gave us beers, I had two Coronas and I felt like I was on a very very strong drug. I could barely focus or move right. People were noticing. The people from my class (Social Problems) were there. Then Toby came behind me and sort of lifted me up. It felt like I was literally in space with sprinkles hitting me when I’m moving at superspeed. He told me that too and I literally felt it. He would slow me down and then speed me up like four times. It was incredible. The last dream I had was one with a lot of fucking weird things going on. Zach, Chris, and Meghan were there I think. Plus a lot of really sketchy Polish mobsters I think. We went to this seemingly empty abandoned building that was in ruins. There was sand and gravel everywhere but if you walked sort of in the middle, there was a part you can walk down. There was a gap between the gravel and building, like 4 feet. But then me and Chris walked through there and almost got in a lot of fights. Somebody asked me where they could get someone to install windows and I told him I know somebody (I was thinking of Sabri). Then we go deep down into this thing and find out that its some really in depth illegal Casino being built. The guy in charge tells me theres going to bea Casino there and theres nothing anyone can do. There was a train deep inside with Casino games on it.
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